This is probably part 2 of my poem titled tried running away

you left for melbourne that day
i would hopefully hear from you that night
it's a 7000km plus journey
or a 7 hour flight

i waited like forever just to know that you're safe
apparently we had problems and thus no conversatoin was the case
i had other things to worry about like a HF test the next day
and apparently other sorts of misery were about to come my way

study week was next and it was loaded full of mugging
university applications had to be sent in, it involved a lot of driving
tired as i was things began to fall apart
once again, who's to bear the load? yeah, my heart

too many things going wrong
too many things being called out to see
all of a sudden the world came crashing down on me

the deal had taken on a twist round about an unfair slope
alas! with things falling apart, again i had lost hope.
with exhaustion i trudged home that very night
and after receiving the news i had burned out another light

for the exam i studied like a maddened little fool
there was too much to study for,
too vast and too wide
at the end of that exam, for the first time in my life i broke down and cried

there were another two more papers to go.
well this was the first round now on with the show.
the second one left me with another lost feeling of hope
somehow watching movies in the library helped me manage to cope

it was only 2 more days till my last day in school

i took the last paper with the knowledge that i would pass
later that night we were going to party at MOS
of course the night took a shitty turn when the guys came really late
so much for our post examinations party date

i had the medallist interview which could determine my fate
wow this might be something that i could add to my plate
finally life seemed to be on the upswing on a high
but once again i had to see my hopes die

for a start it was bumming around with no direction
all jobs applied for resulted in rejection
"you can't work for more than 3 months it isn't a good thing"
"i'm sorry you can try another place, we aren't hiring"

ben started to have problems too as he fell from the sky
his girl gave him problems that too we can't deny
the problems she gave still haunt him till today
i kept my end of the deal, supporting him all the way

to really pull him out of his misery
i dragged him and we applied for australian universities
the next day we went to see if we had a chance
apparently for us it seemed to be our last dance

cornered like rats we ran out of steam
both he and i gave up our air force dream

stuck with despair and a bleak outlook on life
again i had to deal with another nightmare full of strife
the deal had taken a twist and i had no way out
this was just round 2 of the bout