well for one to slide down the edge of the tubes, is one thing, now my question is how low can this tube go? it seems that day by day, i just seem to feel worse about life and of course my bank balance also shows this. dammit spending money like a fool. never thought that it'd end up this way. haiz one more month till that god forsaken course to start, and i'm really emotionally and mentally exhausted. i dun know how much longer i can go like this. but one thing is for certain, i need to talk to dani. need to straighten some things out and to tie up what ends i need to. of course later on i need a miracle to make this all work out so yeah shit. had a rough week so far, now finally have the time to just sit back enjoy a bottle of Q and yeah start making posts.